Now Let's Get Down To Business...Bitches

WTF is going on? I got about .5 hours of sleep last night...I was tired as fuck, yet couldn't manage to go to sleep. I got off of work at about 1:30 a.m., and managed to walk back in the fucking door at about 5:30 a.m. When 4:50 rolled around, and I was still awake I knew it would be a mistake to lay back down and try again...I would have managed to fall into a deep sleep and not get to work on time. That would have been classic...classic in the sense that when people referred to my employment for this company, they'd have to talk about it in past tense.

X-Mas is coming up and I have not a single clue what to get for anyone. I have no idea what I want either. I've always paid lip service and gave the standard answer, "nothing", when grilled about it. This time I mean it. I don't need anything, and I don't want for much, so that leaves me telling people not to buy me anything. I know they think it's bullshit, in the past it has been...this time I'm serious.

I still want to show the people that I care about that I appreciate them...and as I'm usually not very adept at telling people, I can SHOW them by throwing them a bone. Whatever ends up happening, I just want it to be over with.

By the way, I'm about to celebrate the one year anniversary of my employment here. Amazing I haven't fucked up a really good gig yet.